Geneseo Is My Home

After spending four long years in high school with the same people, mandatory classes, and routine schedule, I was ready for something new. In addition to wanting to escape  the regimented days of high school, I had a desire to learn more, especially about the subjects which I had grown passionate about. I decided to further my studies in history and attend college. The college decision process took time, involved incredibly difficult choices, stress, and the seemingly inevitable factor, money. While going to college and furthering my education was a big decision, I could not be happier with where I am today.

Two years ago, Geneseo, New York became my home. Relocating from Warwick, New York was a refreshing experience. After a month or so of living in Geneseo I felt that I was a part of the community. In fact, I still do to this day.

In my opinion, I am a valid member of this town. Similar to the year round residents, I eat at the same local restaurants, I run through the village streets during cross country practice, and I shop at the nearby grocery stores. Just like other members of the community, I have grown accustomed to the town’s environment and ways of living. I feed into Geneseo socially, economically, and, since I reside here most of the year, can affect the area politically.  But for some reason, as a college student I am still distinct. I am unique. So, what underlying factor distinguishes between normal town dwellers and college students?

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Interdisciplinary Me

If you had known me as a kid, you would have known that I was always either reading a book, or trying to write my own. You would have found me hidden behind the thick bamboo that grew in my childhood home’s backyard, seated on the squeaky swing of my dilapidated play-set. I would have my faithful red clipboard in hand, where I stacked sheets of cheese-doodle-stained loose-leaf paper to write my stories on.

When I got to high school, I was still actively reading and writing, whether it was writing for English class, my journal, or myself. For myself, I wrote poems and short stories that were either just for fun, or that served as a sort of emotional catharsis that got me through those rough mid-teenaged years.

At the same time, I started to become very interested in the sciences, namely physics, which I took in my last two years of high school. Inspired by my teacher, enamored with the subject, and impressed (and a bit surprised) with my performance in the class, I decided to go into college as a physics major.

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Where is My Homework?

In high school, the only source of stress I ever experienced came from being overwhelmed. Going from school, to work, to practice, to drama, to homework, and finally falling into bed around 2 am was tricky, but it was my routine. I knew it. I loved it. I always had somewhere to be, something that had to be done, and someone counting on me to do it.  Almost always with a hard deadline and an expressed regiment of how it needed to be done. Whether it was an essay for French or a worksheet for math, I knew what was being asked of me, and when I had to do it.

Now, as I am suddenly thrown into this new lifestyle full of freedom, I am a little weary. Weary because as a high school student, the most common worry teachers would throw at us is “your professors won’t spoon feed assignments to you” or “nobody will be around to make sure you do your homework”. Being seniors we always brushed it off, saying nobody tells me to do my work now anyway. Which for me, was true. My mom was never on top of me, telling me to do my work, because I just did it. Continue reading “Where is My Homework?”

A Reflection on Education

So, clarification for everyone: I’m a freshman. Whether you are now, or were in the past, at some point I imagine you went though this rush of change. Amid the many new things I have experienced since the start of the semester, one common theme has presented itself in all of my classes; forget (almost) everything you learned in high school, because it’s a whole new ball game now. It’s as though I’m receiving an entirely new educational foundation, but at the same time, it’s different from any kind I’ve ever had.

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For the Rubric

I have always felt conflicted in regards to academics. I am passionate about learning but not about studying for a test. I am passionate about discussion but not about the multiple choice busy work homework assignments and rubric based short answer questions that follow. I love to talk endlessly about life’s bigger questions, but putting them into seamlessly organized, coherent paragraphs and crossing off every requirement of the assignment in order to secure a grade seems like a daunting task.

In class today, September 5th, we discussed how there is pressure to fully understand the material we are working with, and how it is easy to doubt yourself and your interpretation when others come forward with their differing understandings. It has become routine to fall into the trap of believing that your opinion is inferior, rather than understanding that multiple perspectives can simultaneously exist and not pose a threat to one another, rather, they can all be pieces of the same puzzle. I have done some Interfaith work through Nazareth College in my high school years, and something that community often says is “I don’t have to be wrong for you to be right.”

It is also easy to fall into the trap of dissecting the pieces we are handed objectively and making sure to “check all of the boxes” in order to successfully understand a piece. I have come to understand that this is not how to gain a new perspective and grow, not only as a reader and a writer but as a human being. It may have gotten me through high school, but it won’t get me through life.  Continue reading “For the Rubric”

How would we even know?

Thinkers in today’s class referred to the pressure that many students feel to achieve “full” understanding of a text.

Even if such an achievement were possible, how would one know when “fullness” happened? Would a text go clunk like a gas pump does when the tank is full?

The question made me wonder how a gas pump knows to stop with that satisfying clunk. I’ve embedded a video below that offers an explanation. Keep it in mind as you read The Bacchae: I’m wondering if all this technical talk about pressure might help offer insight into the dynamics of Euripides’ hard-to-follow play!

Thoughts on “The Bacchae”

By creating this play, Euripides warned that we must follow Dionysus. The god’s power is simply too great. But, where does that power come from? It was given to him by us. The early humans seeked answers about their world and themselves, as we still do today. They found that the explanation for almost everything was to be attributed to a god, or a necessary being. Not only did the gods represent aspects of existence, they had the power to control them. All of the Greeks must’ve been extremely paranoid due to this apparent truth. However, gods of Greece were surprisingly benevolent having been given renown and respect. They had the power to destroy anything and everything, but they didn’t. Instead, they provided for the mortals. In return, we performed rituals dedicated to them. This system is pretty simple, and easy to understand. I suppose that is why it was largely accepted. Dionysus was essentially the god of harvest and fertility. Two things absolutely necessary to human life. So the specific practice intended to honor him was called a “bacchanal” otherwise known as, “an occasion of wild and drunken revelry.” Certainly, this behavior has its appeal since we all have a disposition for decadence. In order to function as a society, we suppress these feelings of savagery and visceral lust. But, when a god commands, one must obey. To blaspheme was to dig one’s own grave in Ancient Greece (Exhibit A: Pentheus).

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Like a Rock

“It’s incredible that a sentence is ever understood” is a line from narrator Thelonious Monk Ellison in Percival Everett’s Erasure. I mention the line a lot in classes, and its truth was driven home all over again in the first meeting of ENGL 101/431: Blackness, Love, and Justice.

In that class, we’re reading N.K. Jemisin’s The Broken Earth, a trilogy that draws from the geological sciences. To get us thinking about geology and the characters we will meet, I asked everyone to answer the following question:

What’s your favorite rock? 

I had intended it to be a simple question, but as soon as it popped out of my mouth it became clear that thinkers interpreted it in many ways that I wasn’t anticipating at the time. And all of the interpretations made absolute sense.  Continue reading “Like a Rock”